Podcast Episode: Since embarking on this journey through life, before following Yeshua, and still after being located by the lord and savior There has been this pull to share about myself and connect with others in similar life situations. Since the last time I’ve posted a full podcast or video my entire foundation that my life was built on had to be reset. The foundation had to be dug out and repoured. Life was being completely reorganized. The house and my temple needed decluttered and cleaned out inside and out. There was a lot of messes in there, a lot of tangled up yarn. And I’ll admit I fought a few things until I realized that was YAH taking it away and rearranging it. This life thing is going to get done correctly this time, because Yeshua has the wheel and knows where we’re going. He’s got built in GPS. His yoke is easy and his burden is light. Doing things in our own understanding and in our own power digs deep holes that we need help getting out of. I know I have the habit of not asking for help when I need it, I’m sure a lot of you do to. The feeling of helplessness, and the relinquishing of control to YAH are the hardest things to let happen. Not knowing what is ahead or where the aid is going to come from is worrying, it’s hard to let it happen according to YAH’s will, but once you do and you become spirit lead, the peace about the situations that come up surpasses all understanding. Every move you make throughout the day, comes with ease, forgiveness gets easier. Offence no longer controls you. You begin to experience life instead of memories. Yah’s grace, mercy and patience is infinite. As long as you keep seeking him, even when you step off the path, keep seeking him and submitting to his will, obeying his commands you’ll come up. You’ll come up and out of that hole. Your flesh wants control, but it cannot be trusted. It is possible to defeat your flesh. Yah’s grace is sufficient to encompass enumerable times we all have to get back up and start again.
In this renewing of life as I know it, I’m learning to go to YAH with everything. I’m learning to let him into everything. We can’t learn what we’re not taught. We are called to be good stewards of what we’ve been given and our own understanding leads us astray. I’m learning to bring all of my emotional, financial, dietary, and parenting decisions to YAH. I’ve started taking the finances because the shopping list used to have a bunch of unnecessary items on it, making me waste money. Money I needed for more important things. I’ve started taking my emotional decisions, because making decisions while you’re emotional leads to decisions that leave permanent damage, and leaves you in regret out the wazoo that apologies only act as a band aid on. I’ve started taking my dietary decisions to YAH also. All the processed foods, the weird chemicals, fast food, excessive alcohol consumption, it was all blocking the pineal gland. It was all throwing hormones out of whack, it was making my mind and body sluggish, sick, tired. Not to mention I wasn’t truly present for the children, they were also frequently sick. The oldest child and myself were gaining weight. It was time for a complete overhaul and it took relinquishing control to Yeshua to get the ball rolling.
On this journey, peace and health of myself and the children is my main concern. After meeting with Yeshua of course. Morning time is becoming productive, peaceful, and easy. The children are beginning to mind me. Focus comes easier. Hearing from YAH is clearer and following through with the tasks is easier than before. The daily cycle is Repent, draw near, obey, repeat. Forming morning and evening routines has immensely helped. I’m still working out kinks, but you got to start somewhere. My morning and evening in particular start at different times still, and the quiet time is my favorite part. All that matters is that the routine happens, start small when starting over, and build up from there, even if you just sit in silence for 2 minutes. do it every day.. The first thing, after quiet time, I actually started with was taking my vitamins every day, then brushing my teeth once a day, then taking care of my hair, then upping the frequency of my shower routine, limiting drinks to once or twice a week, moving my body in ways it doesn’t move while I’m at work, and making sure I eat something nutritious (especially since I only generally eat about once a day still). If it’s not obvious after than sentence, I was at a very low place. This should be a glimmer of hope to every one of you listening in, or reading, that rebuilding is possible.
If you’ve made it this far, thank you, I hope this was encouraging in some way, this is all I have for today. Repent, draw near, obey, repeat. Keep seeking Yeshua in everything you do. Relinquish control, or that feeling of control. Cast your cares, and steward the temple you’ve been given. Let the light of the Lord shine through you and good things will draw near.
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