Including Christ
So I went through a brief hiatus, again. Divorce and separation, then re-re-re getting back into the swing of things, again. I’ve been learning to make Jesus my focal point every day—something I’m still getting used to. As an adult with an ever-expanding vocabulary, I can comfortably say I have always been extra sensitive to spiritual vibrations and excessive empathy. That, paired with a lack of direction, was leading me down a deep, dark rabbit hole no soul should go, especially alone. Ever since I found and accepted the Lord as my personal savior, a lot of those visages, visions, dreams, and skin-crawling feelings have stopped. Thank you, Jesus.
He’s becoming my daily focal point. My orbit still fluctuates. He is always where He said He’d be as my anchor.
Once the wool was lifted, a lifetime of emotional neglect and loneliness hit me like a runaway train. Now we’re on the up-and-up. Still have a long way to go, but we’re going. This last year has been full of tests and training, conviction and redirection, and delving into large books. Yes, I am a nerd.
Moving Foreward
Business has been going very well, steady. I’m going to groom for as long as I can. I’ve been trying to get more into photography. The pace of my days has been breakneck, and I have limited stamina (doesn’t everybody?), so it’s been more of a hobby I can only do occasionally. I have broken down and started a photography store with Picfair. There are only a few images so far, I’m working on taking some more that I can sell with a good conscience.